Self esteem not happening

Spring is nagging at me.. I'm not ready for it yet. I feel I have much to do and time is running out. When the weather gets nice all things must stop to incoporate nature into our daily routine which, to me has just gotten into a nice rhythm. I feel the pressure of not enough weight loss has happened in order to be "ready" for swim weather. I feel the pressure of not having any clothes to wear because I haven't lost enough weight to feel good enough to buy any. This Sucks. I'm being so superficial. But I thought if I said it out loud, that maybe I could move on. Thanks for listening.

~No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
-- Eleanor Roosevelt