Been trying to get on this blog for two days. I think the issues of this blog still exsist.

I had one of those nights where I cried and cried. It felt very good, Too many things to cry about. One being the last day I saw my father alive and another not having Corrine around to set the traditions we've been carring out for the last several years. E-mails have come my way and I feel lost trying to keep it all together for the sake of the group. I don't want to do this. I can't. So it's all by the way side this year and thats Ok.