Thursday, January 27, 2005

"Hey, you kinda look like like Harrison Ford!"

Blogging:

Frustrated with my inability to add HTML to my template to get all the bells and whistles I can from my FREE blog. I guess I should be happy that I can just express myself in this simple form and get on with it already! What is kosher anyway? Can I just put anyones Blog on my side bar? I have several I would love to have all condensed in one area so I don't have to visit my favorites on the internet. I have music sites, homeschooling site. Tons of stuff. Putting picture on my site was easy. The site that hosts just does it for you. And its free!! Hello Blog!! Can we get on the ball here? Can you offer what these other (free) sites can give? Like my sanity?

Everyday Life:

Both of our cars are taking a break from their brakes. It was just one car now the other decided to follow suit. Poor Tom , out there in 3 degree weather trying to fix at least one car. This of course is after he has driven all night for his job. Big bucks with the brakes even though Tom does it himself, especially with two cars to be done. The money hole we started getting out of has filled back up and is running over. Four steps forward six steps back.

Some Politics:

I found out from my doubting Thomas, that the "Not One Damn Dime" campaign was a hoax. The idea is to withhold all spending on January 20, Inauguration Day, in protest against the Iraq War. The question is whether this is an effective campaign or whether people who oppose the war should join. Not much of a statement in my thoughts. Bigger protests could be made that would actually make the news at least (I mean Least). Braces were bought that day and so were potstickers.

Church:

Back to the curriculum now that the Peace basket has been sent back. The girls want their own curriculum. I thought that was a good idea. Like I have time to do that! So to start we are going to experience all the books in the New Testament. So for the next few months we will be covering the Book of Matthew. Along with the book Matthew, we are reading from "The Meanest Man in Patrick County and Other Unlikley Brethren Heros" by Frank Ramirez. The first story is about the first Brethren Baptism which takes place in Schwarzenau, Germany at the Eder River. Harriet Finney will be a guest in our class and talk about Baptism in the Brethren church and her trip to the Eder river. She even has a bottle of water from that river! How cool is that?

Homeschooling:

Took a short week from school last week. We had some dear friends come into town for a visit. Along with them came 12 inches of snow! It was nice having guest in my home for a few days. It was very comfortable. Like having my sister come to visit with my nieces and nephew. I wished I had felt better though. I had another guest a few days before and ended up with a bad migrane. Not much of a host I'm afraid. The lingering effects of that headache hung in for days.
The girls are doing well with school. Adding in history this week. The Thirty Year War is next. Math is moving at a good pace. We are about ready for the next workbook in Singapore Math. units of measurements need to be reviewed before we can move forward though and on to fractions again. Waho! I'm really getting it! Grammar is in the hands of someone who knows what they are doing. Thank God. Both the girls have really taken off on creative writing. Being part of a fantasy world of Neopets has helped. But for now, a three foot hill made by the man who plowed our driveway and an inner tube is all one needs on a beautiful sunny day like today.

Me:

Besides from feeling crappy for the past two weeks and having to admitt to 'actually' catching something, I'm good. I have taken great pride in my health these last three years. And saying out loud with conviction that 'we' haven't been sick is all tht is needed to ensure you WILL get something!

I am interested in doing a jewlery craft called chainmaille. It would be considered a more medieval type of craft. I am not interested in the medieval portion of it but more in the technique and adding my own twist to it. I'm thinking of adding glass beads to the jump rings to add a prettier touch to the harsh coolness of the metals. Books to be borrowed and bought. This ambition will take a while to get in enough practice to start on the dress form I havein my bedroom. This form is so old that covering it in a fitted crafted tunic might give it the lift it needs.

Singing is also on the horizon. Thanks to a very supportive group of friends I might find myself doing what I enjoy the most. I am meeting with a friend Saturday who sings country music locally, to see if our voices blend well together. This should be interesting.

Making breakfast and helping Tom with bleeding the brakes AND making lunch and listening to my husband tell me that the hairdresser said, "Hey, you kinda look like like Harrison ford!", I managed to get this blog done in 3.5 hours!
Whew.

Monday, January 17, 2005

"Turn... Turn..... Turn"

"So it sounds like your not leaving the church?"

The more I talk about leaving the church the more I find myself getting envolved. Whats up with that? Actually, I believe all of us at one point or another find our selves saying "What the hell am I doing here?" "What does this church have to offer?"
personally I feel it had alot to do with the leaving of our currant pastor. I don't need to go into any great details, just that he didn't work for me. Maybe for many. What is it about Interim pastors that catch me when falling like this?

Worship leader this week. The lack of time to communicate ( as usual) has cut my particiation down, comfortably, to just a few bible readings and announcements. I was nervous. It has been years since I was worship leader. But getting up there was a really good thing. I read my deal and made the eye contact I felt was nescesary. Many smiles from the congregations and a few frowns. maybe beacause I was too casual in dress? "get over it!"

Listening to Harriet preach these last few month have been a breath of fresh air not to mention a breath of free time. Short and to the point with personal stories and verses hand and hand and out we go! I feel comfortable with a woman pastor. I need to put a note into the search committees mailbox and make that known. The peace basket goes back this week. What will we do now? The curriculum the church offers doesn't really offer anything to these kids, not anything new that is. A suggestion to read the new testement from beginning to end was made. I think I can work with that. I feel the pressure of continuing this class because I have made it so different from other sunday school classes. I haven't heard any baulking about the choices I've made so far. (keeing my fingers crossed) But of course that could be my 'out' if it arises? (looser).

Busy week this week. It is already going by fast. K is sleeing over at a friend house (thank God) and A is had two friends spend the night last night. It's amazing to me how an odd numbers of kids can get along so well. What a mix.

Tomorrow it is back to Yoga with Cheryl. I look forward to that. A time to talk and stretch. A time to find out we are all doing just fine.


"Continue to make the demands of the day your immediate concern, and take occasion to test the purity of your hearts and the steadfastness of your spirits. When you then take a deep breath and rise above the cares of this world and in an hour of leisure, you will surely win the proper frame of mind to face devoutly what is above us, with reverence, seeing in all events the manifestation of a higher guidance."
--Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Where is the Love?

Thank you Annie for turning me on to this song. too bad it's the only good one on the CD.........love it!


What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

Now ask yourself
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

~Blackeyed Peas

Monday, January 10, 2005

Mattress sliding


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Originally uploaded by merelyhere.
Well, this was the ultimate end to a wonderful weekend with our friends from Madison WI. Mattress sliding! Guaranteed a good time. admissions start Monday. New Years was small and quaint. It was the smallest gathering in many years. But things change and we must move forward. Getting back to the weekly routine had been smooth. The threat of significant snow lingers...sure......we'll get a couple inches and call it a day. The need to be trapped in my house from some natural force is overwhelming. The idea of a whole community shutting down for a day is intising to me. Lets hope it happens this year. I'm tired of waiting. I need the impact.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

winter project ~ME


winter project ~ME
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winter projects~A


winter projects~A
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winter projects~K


winter projects~K
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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Dry Ice Fun!


Dry Ice Fun!
Originally uploaded by merelyhere.
Be aware of wonder. Live a balanced life--learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.--Robert Fulghum (All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten)
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We recieved a package this Christmas that required dry ice. Science in the making! We added blue food coloring to enhance the drama.
I feel being kid-like is what I need more in my life..If I let it. Sometimes it's there and then real life gets in the way and BAM! it's sucked right out of me.